ericfreakinhuff

frustration
i always let girls get to me. i have a longing for finding that girl i . move to fast let my emotinos get the best of me. im clingy i hate it. its the biggest turn off to most people.im that nice guy. everyone looks as me as the friend. im tired of it. im too nice. i just dont want to fuck shit up. o well what can you do but be yourself . just wait and see. confront and see what happens.

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: brand new

life goes on
so much has changed. ive been heals over head hangin upside down for the girl back home. shes a heartbreaker who cant be trusted. california bound. the girl i used to date before is now engaged which is weird because its to the boy who was just a friend who is from ocala as well. she moved to california. California state bound to kill my luck.

I just wish things were simple and they way they used to be . back in the day

Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: boys like girls- broken man

today
got in trouble for playing loud music and got my power turned off because people could hear it 2 floors above me. go smoke drinkn sum tatoo captain. smoke. chill, skate with johnny b. FUCKIN LOSE MY KEYS. find hot drunk bitches. we holla at em and wotnot. find keys after hour. see levity and jess drunk. cant wait to see an awsome girl tomorrow back home

lame
college consists of: Monday- Wake up at 1pm go to class for few hours. lay in bed. go to gymn. play on laptop. lay in bedd play with laptop lil more and watch lil tv. go get trashed.
Tuesday- Repeat....Wed. repeat... all the wayto saturday.:wake up get drunk tailgaiting for fsu game. go to game. go to party after the game.. then sunday : recover while attempting to do hw and study with amillion distractions

Beer,Sex,Music,Football,Class,Beach, yeah thats all i do . yeah. horrible life

yeah picked up a few habits, smokin rolled cigarettes (for their way cheaper). Dipping, smokin way to much weed. whippets, too many pills. college is a bad influence... heh Norm meetings are rad. talk of legalizing weed then smoke all you can smoke ak47 for 5$

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Dj danger mouse

away away
so its finally come down to it....high schools over college is here and its time to move. its my last day in ocala . i thought it would be great to move but now i find myself going to miss a few people.already most of my friends have left for different cities,states, and even 2 to differnt countries. i never thought growing up would happen so fast.cheers to making new friends and living in bigger city

finish line ahoy
no more school. yet i feel like il be going back there on monday.... it feels unreal that this is happening. Last night i was driving home like 2am. Out of Nowhere a HUGE red fox runs into the side of my car while im going 60mph or so. IT scared the bajeebas out of me. I hope it didnt die. It made a REALLY Loud noise.But im thinkin Foxes arnt that big so maybe it wasnt a fox.... or maybe it just lookd big and really wasnt... Maybe it was a WOLF. or a stupid dog... no matter what. animals are stupid and need not run into cars. i feel bad for hittin him

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: korn

The End
There is one day left of school... and seriously I am scared shittless.

Where did all the time and years go?

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Yellowcard Ocean Avenue

yea yea yo yee haw
went to parish's today did what he couldnt do fo his sr project on editing and shit cuz im a genious. watched king kong wit him and few people. got lots of Bon JOns pizza and cheese sticks. Got supper full.
yestrday was amazing fun
jessica, lindsay,holly and i all hung out at lindsays. we all "studied" hah til 1am ova there. got bunch of pizza and then made brownies at like midnight. shit was sweet. booty dancing in the sebring at stop lights, wallmart, and bunch of other crazy shit.
mmmm.. cant wait til tuesday.. doin the same thing but gettin chinese food and we all stayin the night at her crib.

mmmm bitches.this weekend will kill all weekends

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: watchin king kong

boobah
everytime, everywhere you go there is always that one person or one group.
that one person that is a douchebag. people need to stop being fucking idiots
and wanting to fight over stupid stuff. thats my only complaint of last night.
lots of people me and friends made. knk show wasnt too shabby hoorah for lyfe.
oh the trip to the springs was fun too heh expecially getting in trouble for jumping in the
blocked off springs and going where we werent supsod to.
today - colonics with scott and jonny

Current Mood: drained
Current Music: saves the day

going no where
last weekend was pretty good...

got out of ocala again.
orlando rad night
falloutboy-hanging with good friends
pulled an all nighter
daytona beach and surfer friends
met new surfer kids
chorus kids and kareoki
big waves and cold ass weather
_______________________________

"Is this what we wanted its right back where we started"

Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: starting line from start to finish

sometimes it just sucks
im just a stupid lonely boy who takes the wrong road to school once a week.

i saw the sunrise today for the first time in a long time.
no sleep at all im gona go for 3 days.
Nick asked me to suck on his g/fs tits again
nick is phyco

Zoinks!
It goes on and on when will I get through this
Its still holding on, Im wearing thin
I cant stop theses walls they keep caving in
Its gone to far ,Wheres my mind ?
why cant I subdue this parachondroid.

Last night i was offered to suckle on the soft breast of my friend Nick's gf.
what do you do when your told eric suck on my gf tits. totally akward situation. everybody was like do it.

i leave my journal on that note to ponder over.
oh yeah grad night tonight followed by daytona trip
this is gona be sum sYck sh1t

as time passes by i wonder
Theres this one kid in my class, he sits in front of me and he talks really slow and drools...

...he looks funny.

Last night,
I swallowed liquor and a lighter.
And this morning,
I threw up fire.

Current Mood: nervous
Current Music: saves the day -im sorry im leaving

went to sleep like 5 something. woke up to a dog licking my face 3 hours later. couldnt go back to sleep. prom was pretty good last night, had a hawwt date.

totally learned i suck at driving suv's and almost died.
im skipping town today.
hopefully i will have a good day.

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: saves the day

The district sleeps alone tonight after the bar turns out their lights
If all I am is a distraction for you,
then I can't complain, that you can't feel something for me.
Take all you can, find in me.

Deez NIglets wit Gatts
basketball.jammed fingers. black people.Guns and knives.

went played sum ball wit sum friends on the deep dark courts of santos at like 11 tonight.out of nowhere come these black thuggin dudes walkin up in the dark. we play them and they take their shit out of their pockets and they got they fuckin gats and guns and knives and shit. shit was wack. they were cool but shit was sketchy as fuck.
met up with bunch of people at sum china tommy's place or sumshit. chilled wit mo kids.
thats bout it. proms tomorow... should be interesting to see how it goes.

Current Mood: curious
Current Music: midtown-like a movie

i fucked up
im having a bad day. i fucked up big time. fuck parents fuck school fuck girls fuck everything. fuck tampa too

Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: aint love grand-atreyu

so heres how it is
last night was wicked fun. went skating wit bunch of kids at the blvd and happend to come across some cool dudes.So Turns out that these cool cats are in this band The 1985 Bears who are from Chicago. they just got off a tour with AAR and Hathorne heights and fall out boy. so i hung out for a while with these crazy group of insane dudes...it was fun hah. yea so besides the annoying cousins durring the day hanging out wit everybody this weekend has been goooood

Current Mood: confused

YEAH so
how bout that fuckin skate mania show? it was a alright show ... until me logan and nick get in the pit.. people are fuckin singlin us out and fuckin punching us in our face... brawll time throwing down fists in a few faces. Yeah.

Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: underoath-burden in your hands

shakah brah
i need the cure for boredom... and more friends that will hangout with me that dont have jobs.

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